I said goodbye to my friends at the Writing Center. (Kind of sad but I had so much fun today so, not too sad.)
Then I walked to my last final. (Excited! Almost done!)
Then it took 2 hours. (Oh. My. Goshhhh.)
But then I was done! (Yay!)
Then I called my dad. It stressed me out because I still haven't sold my contract and he got stressed, so I got stressed. (Sad slash stressed.)
Then I got home. (Tired.)
Then I saw that I had gotten a package! With presents for my friends! (Excited!)
Then I saw that none of my roommates were home. Larissa was out with friends, Caitlin is now in Maryland, and AnnaLisa was still on campus. (Looooonesome.)
Then I saw that That 70's Show was on! (Whoa excited!)
Then That 70's Show was over. (Tired.)
And then I just felt really tired. And I wrote a crappy blog post. (Dissatisfied with myself.)
As you can see, it was a confusing day for my feelings. I think the reason I wanted to blog in the first place was just to say that I think I've been really lucky this semester. I have loved my ward, loved my roommates, and loved both of my jobs. I've had awesome home teachers and a wonderful bishop. I've had so many people treat me kindly and befriend me. So I think that, I am actually lucky to be a little sad to be leaving. If I was 100% excited, maybe it would be because I wasn't so happy where I am now.
Regardless, I am excited to be going to Disney World. I decided today that my word that I am going to live by next year is going to be "adapt." No matter where I end up, or what happens to me, I am going to love it. I am going to go new places and do new things, and I am going to be just ridiculously happy about it.
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